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Well, I am talking about this maybe because I think I am better than the people I hate and it might be a litte bit of a hypocrite, but anyways.

One of the things that made me think this way recently is when my sister was going to go on a trip to NYC like a couple of weeks ago. so I happened to have a talk with one of my friends via google talk. It'd been a long time since we'd talked, so we were asking things like "how's your sister doing?" and I started talking about my sister in response. I told her that my sister was going to boston and thinking if she was going to NYC. She asked me why she was hesitating to go there, I told her that was because my mom was worried about the swine flu and mom didn't want my sister to go into the crowd where there were more chances or getting it from someone else. Then she went like "ugh, what moms know, don't stop her and just let her go." And she told me how the media made it look worse than it really was. I told her we knew that but we were just worried, and she went further saying that she thought it was stupid people were so afraid of the small chances of getting it and it was nothing more than just any other flus.

Okay, now let me explain why you can't be as smart as you want to be. First, I already knew everything you were trying to teach me. I am no person living in the cave who doesn't know anything but hunting. I do the internet more than almost anybody in the world and do get the information that you can posssibly get. Second, I don't choose to be on a side that I want to be on. How come you don't believe the media but what people just say on the internet? It's like giving more credits on wikipedia over books published. What I saw about the flu is there isn't enough of a proff that says we don't have to worry at all, or we are all going to die. This is for sure that there is a little chance of danger. Third, you don't have any responsiility for my sister. No matter how dangerous it would be, or how safe it would be, you were not supposed to say what you can't take responsibility for. Literally, what if my sister had gotten the flu and died? Would you have said "opps... I was wrong." or "oh... there were supposed to be less chances.. it is weird." This is very where you couldn't see further in order to be "smart." Please, people's lives are worth a lot more than just your urge to be smart. Plus, I don't know how dumb your mom is, but my mom's not someone you can judge that quick. I respect all my mom's advices and decisions as a son. She's been the best mom for me in the world, what she says is coming from the deep love. I don't care how you treat your mom, how you hate your mom, how you ignore your mom, but don't do the same thing to my mom. My mom didn't do anything wrong to you to hear as if she didn't know anything.

So, if you really want to be a person who can teach someone, be aware of what I wrote, who I am, who my mom is.


Looking back at what I wrote, I realize I was a little off topic, but what I am saying is don't bring the cheap information anybody in the world can get and don't act like you know better than others. People aren't just dumb who are supposed to listen to you. People have their eyes, ears, and brains to think enough to make a decision. Just because they disagree with you doesn't mean they don't know.

I am not serious, but I am serious..... seriously I think I have been cursed.

Things that have happened in a months.

1. leaving the keys in my room, locking the door from inside, and having to wait for my roommate for a couple of hours without anything to do.
2. the house being robbed. my TV, laptop, external hard drives, mp3 player... being stolen.
3. getting back the things except the TV and mp3 player with some dirty sticky non-cleanable stuff on them for the fingerprints.
4. having some problem in my eyes or problems with the connection between my eyes and my brain. misreading the final schedules for some reason and missing one of them.
5. missing the GRE test that costs $150 just because the place was hidden and I was 10 minutes late.
6. thinking I might have bought a flight ticket to korea for free, checking if I still have the ticket and money everyday, buying a laptop after 2 weeks because I thought the ticket wasn't going to cost nothing, and ending up having all the money taken from my account including $150 of the GRE that I just missed today.

I wonder what else is going to happen before I leave here.

I went to school to take a test at 3:30 p.m. nobody was in the classroom taking the test, the classroom was empty. I was wondering what was going on and I rechecked the test schedule. It turned out the test was 1 p.m and was over.

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I can't believe that I have to go back to where I was in about 2 months. I sure miss everything in Korea, but it kind of scares me that I now have to get my real life back. The thing is that I am 2 semesters ahead from my graduation having like 60 credit hours left to take. That is mainly because I was so stupid back in time that I didn't go to classes and got Fs in all the classes in the first 2 years in college. Although taking 24 credit hours on a semester there might not be as hard as taking them at Georgia Tech, it is still a pain in the ass to have to be in class 9 to 5 everyday. plus, some 1-credit-hour classes are more than 2 hours a week.

Ha... I am even sick of thinking about it.. :/ so here I stop...